What would you do,
when you meet somebody, who already likes you and always had you in his eyes. you're starting to share a lot of time with him, you're starting to really like him. Now this person is one of your best friends and most important people ~
But there's always growing love between a friendship of a girl and a boy. You both are sharing so much time together and every minute is amazing.. so funny, so good
But after a long time, he tells you that he loves you. that he wants to be together with you. that he trusts you in every situation, that this love is so true.
And you don't even know what to say
because he's one of your best friends. You like to kiss him, you like to be with him. But you can't love him like he wants it, he's just such a good friend.
And all you always wanted was
never to hurt him.
What do you say?
What do you say to someone, who took such a big place in your heart, but never can have it all? And you see him suffering. And it hurts you,.. so much. so much.
But you know, you can't just tell him the truth. That you'll never be together with him. Because you don't even know it yourself, confusing. You need him, you miss him. you want to be with him, you want to stay with him.
But how can you give him so much love like he does? The truth would hurt him even more, so you just say "wait a while. wait for me. my feelings may grow too."
And it gave you more time with him. Just more and more and he still thinks your feelings will grow. Even if they may do, you still can't be officially together with him. There's just.. no way!
And you know, the truth would hurt him more. The truth would end everything, you just went too far already. He would be angry, he would say he never wants to see you again. Even he's such a lovely and good friend, you both know, that would be the only way to get away from each other. To stop being addicted to each other, like you are.
The truth would destroy everything.
But you don't want to loose him, to loose all these beautiful time.
ah well, sry i just had to vent it out and write something about my problem at the time |D
we just talked about it today, now i feel just more worse..
Oh and btw, i'm not really active here. But i'm active at devART! (:
if you have an account there ~ http://akiroo.deviantart.com/
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